Shopping...huahuahua :(

Yesterday(8 March 09) i'm wasting my money again. I do not have any plan to go shopping. We just went out to church for BM mass at 11.15am. After mass, as usual we go to find something to eat. One of my friend didn't join us coz she's in hurry. After buy Tambun's biscuit...she directly going back to her house. I guess...hehehe. While we go to "Sin Nam Hong"...our favourite place to eat. Hahahaha...actually i like to eat "Yong Tau Fu" there. Every week i must grab that food. Haahahaha. My friend always said i'm "Hantu Yong Tau Fu". Whatever...

After we isi perut...then actually we want to going back already la...but then we go to Camelion...hahaha...buying some accesories here..my friends buy some makeup kit. Hihihi...

What i want to say here is i buy something that actually i don't need to buy. I've lost my mind coz i already buy a new dress. What's wrong with me. I cannot keep my own promise that i wont buy things not really needed. But now i do it again. God please forgive me...

Even until now, i'm still thinking why must i bought it...i can still my other dress. Dah la maybe i can only use it here for that dinner. I don't think i want to used it on Gawai. Huh...meluat orang nangga ku kelak...ada ku jadi buah mulut orang tua kat kampung aku ya. Sapa suruh...padan dengan muka aku. Kenapalah mudah sangat kalah dengan kehendak yang tidak berpatutan juga. Hmmm...what to do. dah beli pun...nanti kalau i keep saying benda ni kan ada pula yang menyampah dengar...

Biar lepas je la...huhuhu...dah la lepas ni kena fikir nak cari heel yang sesuai dengan dress yang baru beli tu. Tu la..gatal sangat nak beli dress baru...tau2 pula dah tak padan dengan heel yang sedia ada. Padan muka aku...lepas ni buat lagi...memang la tak pernah sedar diri betul.

The Greatest Love of All

The Greatest Love

In her 1985 song, "Greatest Love Of All," Whitney Houston claimed that the greatest love of all was to love yourself: "Learning to love yourself. It is the greatest love of all."

However, the Bible has a different idea about what is the greatest love -- Rich Deem

Greatest Love of All by Whitney Houston

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside.

Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be.

Everybody's searching for a hero
people need someone to look up to
I never found anyone who fulfilled my needs.

A lonely place to be
and so I leamed to depend on me.

I decided long ago never to walk in anyone's shadow
If I fell
if I succeed
at least I lived as I believe.

No matter what they take from me
they can't take away my dignity.

Because the greatest love of all is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all inside of me.

The greatest love of all is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
it is the greatest love of all.

I believe the children are our future
. . .
I decided long ago never to walk in anyone's shadow
. . .
And if by chance that special place that you've be dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
find your strenght in love.

Jesus defined the greatest love from a human perspective, as recorded in the gospel of John:

Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. (John 15:13)

Jesus Himself fulfilled this greatest love by dying for us so that we could be forgiven of all our sins and have fellowship with God:

But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. (Romans 5:8)

This example of the extreme love of God is to apply to those who follow Jesus Christ.

This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down His life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers. (1 John 3:16)

Laying down one's own life is not the message of the world, and would be considered from an evolutionary paradigm to be stupid. Even in other religions, the giving of one's life is not encouraged. As an employee of a Jewish hospital (Cedars-Sinai Medical Center), I have had many opportunities to go to seminars about medical ethics and Judaism. For example, here is an example from Orthodox Judaism:

Two men are stranded in the desert. One man has water, while the other has none. There is enough water for one man to make it to safety. However, if they share the water, they will both die before they could get to safety. What does the man with the water do?

The rabbinical answer is that the man with the water should take the water to save his own life. Of course, the Christian answer is that the man with the water should give it to the other man and give up his own life. I discussed this specific example with my Jewish supervisor, who is married to a rabbinical scholar. Apparently, it made quite an impression, since the topic was discussed by the husband and wife, who reported their conversation back to me. When confronted with the differences between Judaism and Christianity, both thought that Christianity took the higher moral ground.

It is the love of God in Christ that allows His disciples to voluntarily give up their own lives for others. You, too, can experience this love and pass it on to others.

For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 8:38-39)

Meaning of your sign

The meaning of sign LEO

Fifth sign of the zodiacYour element: Fire
Your ruling planet: The Sun
Tarot card corresponding to your sign : La Force
Your lucky color: Yellow
Your stone: Gold

Your fire is the fire of high summer. It is incandescent, burning, and absolute. You do not accept, except with great pain, emotional mediocrity, half-measures, or half-hearted relationships. Passion must burn within you for you to find complete fulfillment. You have a great need to be loved, appreciated, and popular. Without this, you feel yourself entirely lost, abandoned, and very alone.

You are very flirtatious and you love jewelry. You have a great need to be popular and admired. Often your personal magnetism and your charm help you in this, but when this is no longer the case you suffer deeply. You always set your standards high. Some of your personal qualities favor success but when you encounter difficult obstacles you still have not learned how to surmount them.

To feel truly happy, you would need to succeed all the time. You have the capacity to do this, but your flaws occasionally hinder you at the first sign of trouble. Therefore, you hide yourself in silence and nothing you do can help.

Your temperament pushes you into situations where you have to "save face", which does you more harm than good. You don't manage to be perfectly lucid, or to look issues clearly as they are. You cut yourself off from others and since you hate solitude, you don't see the chances which life can offer you. In these situations your ascendant plays an important role. It helps you to extricate yourself. The Lion which you are can easily manage to straighten its mane.

Your relations to the other signs:

With other Leos sparks may fly. One of the two must make some concessions to the other, and this will not always be easy. Your relations may consist of spectacular confrontations, or of obstinate unwillingness to listen.

On the other hand you may surround yourself with signs such as Cancer and Aries who will often be ready to understand or admire you. In your private life a Sagittarius may be a very useful contact. Beware, however, of the signs of Air, particularly Geminis: all may go well with them for a time, but a fire can break out extremely quickly and ruin everything.

This short, unassuming analysis can help you to better conduct your existence. To learn to know yourself better allows you to maximize your strengths and minimize your weaknesses.

The people who succeed in life are often those who know consciously or unconsciously how to make the most of their talents, their advantages, and their strengths, while understanding how to maintain control over their weaknesses.

Always make a mistake on stage...hahaha

seperti selalu bila hujung minggu tiba, mesti jadi malas. Actually, i wake up early today coz i need to prepare for our show today...well, it just at Dewan Tuanku Syed Putra (DTSP). We are invited to do a cultural performance by Mass Communication Students because for their "ADWAVE" and today is the launching day.

Well, nothing is interesting. It just a simple show than before coz we actually used that dance for a several time. Hehehe...we don't have much time to do a practice and get new step. So we just used what we already have. Just make it easy. And today our makeup artist is Abg Reeza...wahaha...it has been long a time he didn't do his job (i mean do our makeup). And only today we meet again since last year (last semester...hehehe).

I reach at culture centre (Dewan Budaya) around 8am. I thought i was late, luckyly i'm the third person reach there. (Takde la kena sembur dgn Abg Zul kan...hehehe).

After makeup we directly went to DTSP and do a spacing,hahaha...funny la i think coz later once we already at stage while the performance start...confirm we did not follow the spacing we just done.

I'm not sure either audience realise that we do some mistake or not coz actually it's really like "berterabur"...hahaha. Some in a wrong position and make others confius. hahha...like dila. Hihihi...

We finish our performance around 11am even though they said our performance is actually at 10am. Well...macam tak biasa pula kan...?

Love Quiz results

Dear lydia

,You are a person who needs a partner who is responsible financially with an education, who will share responsibilities with you, support you emotionally and keep up with the heat and romance. Effort is a big thing for you and you need to see efforts being made by your partner often. Lack of efforts makes you feel like you may not be worth it in your partner's eyes and can cause problems in your relationship. Just remember that your partner can only do what he/she knows and cannot read your mind. If your partner is investing effort, but not quire as much as you would like, or not in a way that makes you feel special, just talk to him/her. Let your partner know that you love him/her and appreciate that he/she does for you, but also need and desire more. Then tell him/her what those needs and desires are. Open and honest communication with your partner will help your relationship grow into a more close ae. Understanding and caring about each other needs is key to making a relationship work.

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http://www.love-sessions.com/illusion_love_quiz.htm

What is true love and how you do you know when you have found it? - -ChristianAnswers.net

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. — I Corinthians 13:4-8a



This verse describes the characteristics of true love. These qualities can certainly be found in the person of Jesus Christ, and they can be found in all truly loving relationships. The problem with trying to “find” love in our dating lives, is that too often we don't look for these characteristics. Rather we look at physical appearance, popularity, or wealth. These are not the qualities that God looks at and neither should we.



But the LORD said to Samuel, “…The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.”—I Samuel 16:7



Love is best seen as devotion and action, not an emotion. Love is not exclusively based on how we feel. Certainly our emotions are involved, but they cannot be our only criteria for love. True devotion will always lead to action—true love.



Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with ACTIONS and in truth. I John 3:18

How to Forget About an Ex

Most people will at some point in their life have to deal with a breakup with a partner and the emotions that comes with it. Sometimes it takes a while to get back on your feet and other times you feel better after a shorter period of time. It all depends on what type of person you are and how serious the relationship was. Here are some advice on how to make this period as bearable as possible.

1 - Talk to your friends

2 - Get clear with your ex. If there are a lot of unresolved issues involving money, possessions,
etc., clear them up

3 - Distract yourself. Movies, sightseeing, outdoor activities, games and a good book are all
possibilities

4 - Take up a new hobby or enroll in some classes.

5 - Exercise - put your mind on something new, like training for a marathon, improving your
tennis game, or working on those abs.

6 - Work hard. Work can be a great distraction, especially if you feel like you're accomplishing
something

7 - Indulge yourself. Chocolates, massages, facials, shopping sprees - whatever helps make you
feel good about yourself

8 - Date other people.

Wahahaha...what is this?

Love at First Sight:

Is it Real? Should People Trust It?

by http://www.sedona.com/

“Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away.”

-- British novelist Louis de Bernières

Love at first sight. It’s the stuff of fairytales, of romantic movies and, of course, of a hefty sampling of romance novels. But does love at first sight really exist?

If you ask some scientists, the answer is most certainly yes. A study in the Journal of Social and Personal Relationships found that people decide what type of relationship they want, and just how much effort they’re going to devote to it, after just a few minutes of talking to someone.

In the study, college students had a conversation with someone that lasted between three and 10 minutes, then filled out a questionnaire to predict how they saw the future relationship developing. After nine weeks, those who rated the potential relationship positively had developed closer relationships.

Although the study looked at same-sex friendships, the researchers believe the findings could be extended to dating.

"It's almost a self-fulfilling prophecy,” said study co-author Artemio Ramirez of Ohio State University. “We make a prediction about what kind of relationship we could have with a person and that helps determine how much effort we are willing to put into developing a relationship.”

It turns out that people make fairly quick decisions about how much they like a person, then naturally put more dedication to expanding the relationships with those they felt an immediate connection to.

Is it Love or Lust?

Of course, those who have fallen hard in “love at first sight” may have later been let down when they realized it wasn’t really love that was fanning the fire, but lust.

“Love at first sight is often just lust at first site,” says Hale Dwoskin, CEO and director of training of Sedona Training Associates.

How can you tell if your newfound love is going to withstand the test of time (or, if you’ve already found your long-time love, what advice can you give to the youngsters in your life)? By letting go of it using the time-tested and scientifically proven Sedona Method.

“The way to check if it is lust or love is to let go of the feeling,” Dwoskin says. “If it is love the feeling will get stronger and more expanded yet quieter. If it is simply lust, when you let go you may start to actually feel the love.”
“Either way,” Dwoskin continues, “allow yourself to enjoy the ride and follow your heart.”

Dia Lagi...

Kenapa la tiap kali aku dalam kesusahan atau kesakitan, pasti dia akan datang dalam mimpi ini. Masalahnya sekarang bukan untuk tenangkan hati pun. Setiap kali "kau" datang, setiap kali itu juga la aku akan bersedih dan mengenang semua kenangan yang seharusnya sudah lama aku hapuskan daripada memori ku ini.

Kenapa seringkali aku cuba untuk melupakannya, semakin kerap "kau" datang menyapa. Sehinggakan seringkali bila terjaga dari tidur, aku akan tercari-cari di mana gerangannya orang yang sememangnya aku sentiasa rindui...pedih sungguh kenangan yang "kau" tinggalkan buatku.

Apakah yang seharusnya aku perlu lakukan...bantu la aku untuk melupakan dirimu jika benar sesungguhnya engkau tidak memerlukan aku lagi. Janganla "kau" sentiasa datanmg menyapa ku lagi kerana setiap kali itu juga hati ku akan berdenyut kesakitan. Perlahan2 luka yang kau tinggalkan berdarah kembali. Ya Tuhan...berilah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi dugaan ini.

Sungguh aku sangat mencintai "dia" walaupun kami telah tidak mempunyai apa2 hubungan lagi sekarang. Malang sungguh, kasih sayang kami tercurah pada orang yang salah. Tapi kenapa begitu lemah "kau" menghadapi cabaran ini. Jika dari dulu lagi aku tidak menyambut huluran tanganmu, bagiku itu adalah yang terbaik dari sekarang aku terpaksa menanggung sakitnya. Kenapa harus "kau" memberikan aku harapan sekiranya "kau" sendiri tidak mampu untuk mempertahankan cinta kita.

Memang benar kata orang "Cinta adalah pertaruhan". Ya...aku pertaruhkan hatiku sendiri apabila menerima cinta yang "kau" hulurkan padaku. Andaiku tahu berakhirnya begini cinta yang kita bina...lebih baik kita hanya sebagai kawan biasa untuk selamanya.

Maafkan aku...tidak terniat untuk membenci dirimu namun setiap kali terpandang wajahmu, hatiku bagai disayat sembilu...amat pedih luka ini. Tidak tahu kenapa walaupun telah lama berakhirnya hubungan kita namun sampai ke saat ini, aku masih tidak mempunyai kekuatan untuk bersua muka denganmu lagi.

Sungguh...tipu andainya aku kata tidak rindu padamu. Aku rindu untuk menatap wajahmu. Aku rindu pada gurau sendamu. Aku rindu dengan belai manjamu. Aku rindu pada kasih sayang yang kau berikan...aku rindu dengan perhatianmu...AKU RINDU DIRIMU...andai angin bisa khabarkan rindu ku padanya...

Maafkan aku kerana masih merindui dirimu...bukan aku tidak mencuba melupakan mu...banyak kali. Aku tidak tahu kenapa sampai sekarang masih lagi tidak berdaya. Malah telah banyak kali juga aku mencuba untuk menerima lelaki lain sebagai pengganti mu namun hati ini tidak terbuka untuk menerima cinta yang mereka hulurkan. Aku sengaja menimbulkan kemarahan mereka. Biarlah mereka beranggapan bahawa aku wanita yang tidak sesuai dengan mereka...

Maafkan aku semuanya. Aku belum bersedia untuk menerima cinta lain...tambahan lagi aku takut kisah lama akan berulang lagi...sehingga saat itu, aku tidak mampu memikirkan adakah aku akan kuat untuk menanggung kekecewaan untuk kali kedua.

Sakit nyer...:(

Petang tadi saya training Taek Won Do. MAcam biasa la training confirm penat. Tapi hari ni saya dapat kenangan paling pahit kot sepanjang training.

Kebetulan hari ni kami ada AGM so training lambat start. Lepas AGM tu kami mula la training tapi hari ni tak buat teruk sangat. Macam kejap je...sempat belajar 2 teknik sparring je hari ni. Tu pun masih tak clear lagi...teruk kena buat yang lain pula. Dah la 19 Mac ni ada physical practical test. Gawat la macam ni.

Pas tu ingatkan nak buat tae-geuk tapi Master kami suruh buat free sparring. Gerun gak dah la kena jadi 1st person yang memanaskan arena sparring. Mula2 buat tu memang tak la serius mana pun. Dok gelak je dgn kawan. Kesian pula nak serang dia...ye la kan, orang tak bersalah terpaksa kena kick pula. Thanks GOD time 1st round yang saya buat ni tak sakit mana pun walaupun jadi nangka yang jatuh dari pokok je gamaknya. Lantai agaknye takde la licin mana pun tapi tak tau kenapa pula saya boleh tergelincir dan terus terbaring kat atas lantai tu. Nasib la dapat tahan badan, klu tak confirm bergegar otak ni kepala terhantuk atas lantai... hehehe...buat gempak la juga kan...coach pun risau juga tapi syukur xde pa2.

Ingatkan bila Master tanya saja nak tau betul2 dah ok ke ape tapi rupa2nya dia suruh buat untuk 2nd round pula...

Part ni paling gerun...

Lawan saya tu macam la lemah je..tapi bila dia tendang...alamak!!! sakit bangat...tapi salahnye dia kick below belt...mana tak lumpuh kejap kaki saya dibuatnyer...semua kaki yang dia serang. Ingatkan kesan nye xde la sakit sangat tapi bila dah sampai hostel baru rasa...nak nangis juga tahan kaki ni...dua2 dah membengkak...dah la semua bahagian yang bertulang semua ni yang jadi mangsa...

Teruk2...nak buat macam mana...sakit macam mana pun puas hati juga la bila master kata tadi saya dapat A untuk sparring. hehehe...